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              “Are you going to start brooding?” Buffy suddenly asked, stopped 
              walking.  
              
                
              
              Spike stopped walking as well and looked at her, frowning, “What 
              are you talking about?” 
              
                
              
              “You haven’t said anything since the whirlwind stopped…” 
              
                
              
              “Sorry ducks, small talk is not in the brochure…” he hissed.
               
              
                
              
              “Oh, c’mon Spike…spill….brooding is *so* not you” 
              
                
              
              “You don’t know anything about me, Slayer” he said in a low voice.
               
              
                
              
              “True…but I know that you would normally have a fit, if you caught 
              yourself brooding… ” 
              
                
              
              “Normal is the operative word here, Slayer…I expected to come 
              here, kicking asses, having my ass kicked then saving Red and the 
              Watcher…but these tossers could have given Angelus a run for his 
              money…” 
              
                
              
              “Are you afraid of them?” she asked surprised.  
              
                
              
              Spike shook his head, “I’m afraid of me…and for you and your 
              chums…I’m not strong enough….” 
              
                
              
              “Aw, c’mon Spike, you made a no-no, so what? We all make 
              mistakes….nothing serious happened…tell you what, next time I'll 
              kick your ass if you act so ….” 
              
                
              
              “Spike-like?” he asked with a half-smirk 
              
                
              
              Buffy smiled at him and said, “Exactly…now, we should keep 
              walking, I wouldn’t want to find the ghost of Future Christmas on 
              the next corner….” 
              
                
              
              Spike nodded, they started walking side by side, they both felt 
              something big coming, something very powerful, they both felt, 
              though, oddly calm, whatever was going to happen, they suddenly 
              felt they weren’t going to face it alone.  
              
                
              
                
              
              ~~*~~*~~*~~ 
              
                
              
              < No…not again, please…not again> 
              
                
              
              Giles thought pulling Buffy’s lifeless body in his arms, kissing 
              her still warm fore-head. 
              
                
              
              “I love you so much, Buffy…so much….” He whispered against her 
              hair. He tilted his head up when he heard Willow’s sobs. 
               
              
                
              
              He closed his eyes; he didn’t need to see what was going to 
              happen, in a few seconds Spike was going to turn into dust, 
              breaking Willow’s heart. 
              
                
              
               He pulled Buffy closer to him, he knew that soon darkness would 
              engulf him, and those were the last moments he could hold the 
              woman in his arms. 
              
                
              
              He could feel it coming, he already felt lightheaded and cold, so 
              very cold.  
              
                
              
              He sighed and gave in to that dizziness, welcoming it, as the only 
              moment of true peace he knew. 
              
                
              
              “We don’t have much time, Watcher, open your eyes….” 
              
                
              
              Giles opened his eyes, surprised. He blinked when he realized he 
              wasn’t in his bedroom. He was still in the graveyard, but his 
              surroundings had changed, gone were Willow, Xander, Anya and the 
              bodies of the demons they had killed.  
              
                
              
              He was standing in front of a grave. His eyes filled with tears 
              when he read the inscription on the headstone. It was Buffy's 
              grave.  
              
                
              
              <What the hell is going on?> 
              
                
              
              He thought. A deep baritone voice from behind him answered to his 
              silent question. 
              
                
              
              “Since they’ve been using your worst nightmare, I thought to use 
              the other one…” 
              
                
              
              Giles turned toward the voice, leaning against a headstone there 
              was a young man, he didn’t look much older than Xander. 
               
              
                
              
              He was very pale and was completely dressed in black, the man, 
              whoever he was took some steps forward.  
              
                
              
              Giles’ knees gave out while he looked at the Headstone. He'd lived 
              that scene so many times in his nightmares, yet something told him 
              this wasn't a nightmare, something told him this was reality. 
              
                
              
              ELIZABETH ANNE SUMMERS 
              
              Beloved daughter and friend 
              
              1981 ~ 2001 
              
                
              
              "Oh, Buffy..." he sighed.  
              
                
              
              Only then did he realize he was holding something in a hand. He 
              looked down at it. It was a rose, a beautiful blue sapphire rose, 
              its thorns had pierced his palm's skin and it was bleeding. He 
              placed the rose on the grave and looked at his bleeding hand 
              
                
              
              < Odd...it doesn't hurt> 
              
                
              
              He thought, closing it in a fist. He watched detached as rivulets 
              blood trailed down his wrist. 
              
                
              
              The young man he had seen patted his shoulder, Giles turned and he 
              handed him a tissue, saying, "You might want to wipe that blood 
              away..." 
              
                
              
              "Why are you here and who the hell are you, anyway?" he asked, 
              wincing when he pressed the tissue over the wound on his hand. 
              
                
              
              The man knelt in front of the headstone and traced with his 
              fingers the inscription on it and said, "Tsk, tsk...such a 
              tragedy..." 
              
                
              
              “Look, I am really not in the mood, for this…” Giles hissed.
               
              
                
              
              “Temper, Rupert…I’m here to help…as I said we don’t have much 
              time, I found a leak in their spell, and I used it…” he said 
              getting up and looking at him. 
              
                
              
              “Who the hell are you?” Giles asked taking in his exotic features, 
              the brown almond-shaped eyes, the greek nose. Although he looked 
              young, he exuded a force, a charisma, a power much older than his 
              body. 
              
                
              
              “I’m Eric, one of the Eletti, William asked for our assistance …” 
              
                
              
              Giles looked puzzled at the man, realization about what he had 
              just said, dawning on him. He shook his head and took a deep 
              breath before asking again, "Are you really here to help?” 
              
                
              
              Eric shrugged before saying, "I’m here to warn you…I can’t help 
              you…you have to find a way out…"  
              
                
              
              Giles frowned and said, "We have been trying to!" 
              
                
              
              “Keep trying…you don’t have much time, and William and Buffy will 
              be very busy when they find you” 
              
                
              
              “What can we do?” Giles asked.  
              
                
              
              “Do what you do best…use your brains, block out the pain and focus 
              on the spell… ” 
              
                
              
              "The spell? Which kind of spell?" Giles asked.  
              
                
              
              “You know which ones…look at what’s happening to you and the 
              red-headed witch…the solution is in what you’re living” 
              
                
              
              “How do you know about it?” 
              
                
              
              “Magic, Rupert…and a very good Eletti….” 
              
                
              
              “I thought the world didn’t have to know about you….” 
              
                
              
              “Particular circumstances require a certain flexibility, don’t you 
              think?”  
              
                
              
              The vampire looked around, then turning toward Giles said, “I have 
              to go, now…and so have you…” 
              
                
              
              "I suppose I have to…" he whispered. Another day of pain and 
              sorrow.  Another day of fruitless research, only to have 
              Buffy dying in his arms, again.  
              
                
              
              “Look Rupert, none of us is having fun, here…and what’s ahead of 
              us is even worse…but you’re not alone…not any more….” Eric said, 
              as if he had read his thoughts. 
              
                
              
              Giles nodded at his words and asked, “Will you protect Buffy? I 
              won’t be able to…” 
              
                
              
              Eric smiled at him and said, “Don’t you remember? To stand against 
              the darkness. To be the light within the darkness…to aid the 
              Slayer in her…” 
              
                
              
              “Never ending battle against the darkness…to lighten her burden…” 
              Giles finished for him.  
              
                
              
              “Exactly…” the vampire said.  
              
                
              
              Giles looked fascinated as the vampire slowly disappeared, his 
              words still echoing in his mind. While darkness slowly engulfed 
              Giles in its dark embrace, a smile crept on his lips.  
              
                
              
              For the fist time since that nightmare had begun, he felt hope. 
              
                
              
              The end was near, he could feel it. 
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