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              Begun 
              on 
              
              11/05/2000 
              ~ Finished on: 
              
              3/2/2001 
              
              
              Prologue 
              
              ~  He 
              was watching the sunrise.  
              
                
              
              No matter how tired he was, he always did. 
              
              
              It
              had so many
              meanings to
              him. 
              It
              meant that
              he had
              survived another 
              long night, that 
              he could 
              enjoy the borrowed time
              he still
              had. 
              
                
              
               He always watched it, because he knew that 
              each sunrise could be his last, and he wanted to remember it.
               
              
                
              
              
              He
              had discovered,
              though, that
              each sunrise
              was different
              from the previous, 
              the colors were
              different, the air
              was different. 
              
                
              
               Yet, it didn’t cease to amaze him. 
              
              
              Its 
              beauty didn’t
              cease to 
              take his breath
              away.  
              
                
              
              He actually looked forward to that moment, the moment where his 
              breath caught in his throat when he marvelled at the pink and pale 
              golden nuances of the sky.  
              
                
              
               William Appleton shivered at the morning chill, yet he smiled.
              
              
              There
              was too
              much darkness 
              in his life, a 
              darkness toned just
              by the red 
              of the blood he
              saw each 
              night.
              The blood of
              innocent, 
              nameless victims of the night 
              and its mysteries.
               
              
                
              
              Those
              nuances gave 
              a bit of life back to
              him.   
              
                
              
              He knew he was living on a borrowed time, each sunrise was a gift,
              each  heartbeat was a gift. 
              
                
              
               He knew that he was going to be activated, sooner or later.
              
              
              He
              had been
              trained for
              that moment for
              years. Nothing
              scared him
              anymore.  
              
                
              
              He didn’t feel pain, anymore, he had gotten used to it…they had 
              taught him to like pain.  
              
                
              
              He
              had nothing
              to lose, 
              no one to lose.
              His 
              family thought he
              was dead…he
              wasn’t of course.
              Not
              physically, not
              yet…but
              his life had
              ended the moment 
              he had 
              accepted to
              be one of the Eletti. 
              
                
              
               When he had accepted to be one of them he had 
              consciously given up on his life, for the sake of the world. 
              
                
              
              A new name, a new 
              identity, had
              been given
              to him, a
              lousy job, a room…and a
              mission….to
              spy on them,
              to research 
              on them. 
              
                
              
              Vampires. 
              Demons.  
              
                
              
              He wasn’t scared of them anymore. 
              
              
              How
              could he?
              He
              spied on them 
              night after night, he
              observed them,
              studied them… 
              
                
              
              
              He
              had been
              trained to
              be as
              silent as
              them, he
              had been
              taught meditation
              to slow his
              heartbeat, had
              been given
              potions to 
              cover his human
              
              
              smell…all 
              of it, to
              spy on them…before
              he was
              activated. 
              When the 
              time would come, 
              he was 
              going to 
              be one of them. 
               
              
                
              
              
              To
              keep the world 
              safe, to 
              aid the Chosen One,
              to prevent
              darkness from
              overruling the 
              Earth.
               
              
                
              
              When time would come, he was going to die…to become one of them… 
              apparently. 
              
              
              His
              soul was
              not going
              to be
              wiped away
              by the demon
              that was
              going to
              inhabitate his 
              body. 
               
              
                
              
              He was going to be the little spot of light within the darkness.
               
              
                
              
              He
              wasn’t afraid
              to die,
              not any 
              more. As 
              a Watcher he
              had been
              prepared to
              lay down his 
              life for the 
              Slayer, for the
              sake of the world. 
               
              
                
              
              Dying
              was just a matter 
              of perception. 
              Besides,
              he really
              didn’t have
              nothing to
              lose.  
              
                
              
              A first, lukewarm 
              beam of sunlight hit
              his forehead. 
              
                
              
              He
              had nothing
              to lose.
              Nothing, except 
              the sun.  
              
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